You don't know what you got till it's gone..

i left school this week. The Last day was so emotional, everyone was crying at the fact we won't see each other again. but it wasn't that which made me upset, it was the fact it's not going to be the same. You get so used to routines and seeing your friends regularly, that you end up taking it for granted. i never thought it would be this hard to leave the angmering school. but now i think about it, i've gained and learnt a lot there. I've gained so many good friends, but so many bad ones. So many amazing memories, and so many awfull ones. And so many revelations, and so many regrets. But also, the angmering school gave me so much self confidence. my time there showed me i can be whoever i want to be, and your good friends will except that. So, its hard to leave the place, that's given you so much in the last 5 years. But, you just have to look forward to what the future brings. and the new people you will meet, and how much fun you'll have. You just have to keep moving forward, 'cause in the end, you don't wanna think in a couple years time, that you held yourself back for people you don't even see anymore. The people who stay friends with you, throughout your moving on, are always gonna be the ones worth keeping. <3

Why are..

musicians so desirable? i don't know why most girls, including me, go for musicians. We all have this image in our head of this gorgeous, amazingly talented, person. but in reality, that's really not the case. Most of them aren't amazingly attractive, and we're lucky if they have amazing talent. To be honest, musicians are complete idiots. they're self obsessed, and big headed cause they know that they can get any girl, because they can hold a guitar, and sing slightly in tune. But knowing all this, we all still go after them, because we still have a slight hope of this deluded image of a musician, coming round the corner, and sweeping us off our feet. yeah, like that's ever going to happen.