i hate..

these days. The days where you realise how horrible you are as a person. the days where your self asteem just drops to below zero and you just basically feel like shit. i'm feeling that right now. and pretty much, all i want, is a new start. and to say sorry to everyone, for everything that i've done. but sometimes, that just isn't possible. it might end up helping you, but might end up hurting others. it always comes down to that. you, or others? you, or others? which is more important?
i wish i knew... aha.